I'm Your Buckaroo

Sunday, April 13, 2014


Every time I hear Rodney Atkins song "Watching You" I almost always start crying now, because it has a whole new meaning to me than when it first came out. Now I have a son and a hubby that share this love that I will never understand. I may be Momma and I may be the one the fixes everything but when Dada is finally home for a good two solid days on the weekend, I no longer exist, and that  is okay. He needs his Dada to show him how to be a boy/man. Yes, I could easily teach him how to throw a ball or jump off the couch but when Dada does it…it's just better :) And that's okay.

It seriously melts my heart when we go on family walks now and I see them holding hands and just talking…I'm just in awe. It's amazing how a simple thing as becoming a parent makes everything change in your world. Not just the big things like taking care of another human being, late nights holding a sick baby, and never really having time for yourself anymore…but how your heart changes. I never knew mine could hold some much love that at times it feels as if it might explode…and that's when tears come. I love them so. These men are my life. I love them more today than yesterday :)

                                                                    "Watching You"

Driving through town just my boy and me
With a happy meal in his booster seat
Knowing that he couldn't have the toy
Till his nuggets were gone
A green traffic light turned straight to red
I hit my brakes and mumbled under my breath
His fries went a flying and his orange drink covered his lap
Well then my four year old said a four letter word
That started with "s" and I was concerned
So I said son now now where did you learn to talk like that

[Chorus one]

He said I've been watching you dad, ain't that cool
I'm your buckaroo, I wanna be like you
And eat all my food and grow as tall as you are
We got cowboy boots and camo pants
Yeah we're just alike, hey ain't we dad
I wanna do everything you do
So I've been watching you

We got back home and I went to the barn
I bowed my head and I prayed real hard
Said Lord please help me help my stupid self
Then this side of bedtime later that night
Turning on my son's Scooby Doo nightlight
He crawled out of bed and he got down on his knees
He closed his little eyes, folded his little hands
And spoke to God like he was talking to a friend
And I said son now where'd you learn to pray like that

[Chorus two]

He said I've been watching you dad, ain't that cool
I'm your buckaroo, I wanna be like you
And eat all my food and grow as tall as you are
We like fixing things and holding mama's hand
Yeah we're just alike, hey ain't we dad
I wanna do everything you do
So I've been watching you

[Bridge]

With tears in my eyes I wrapped him in a hug
Said my little bear is growing up
He said but when I'm big I'll still know what to do

[Chorus three]

Cause I've been watching you dad, ain't that cool
I'm your buckaroo, I wanna be like you
And eat all my food and grow as tall as you are
By then I'll be as strong as superman
We'll be just alike, hey won't we dad
When I can do everything you do
Cause I've been watching you

By Rodney Atkins

No comments :

Post a Comment